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:iconfoxcryplz: 

...it seems my art block is on a vicious cycle right now.
Because that is how my life currently is mimicking.

:iconfoxyeahrightplz:

Long story short, we found out recently my grandpa has dementia.
How we found this out is yet an entirely different story.
But that's not the worst of it - my grandpa is a sadistic tyrant.
And he thinks we are after his money.
Everything we have done was for his benefit - because, when he was of sound mind, that was how he had it set up.
And now, he's saying he was lied to by his lawyer and he didn't have it set up this way.
And he's also trying to take my family to court - he managed to get a lawyer to listen to him (by obviously using money, because money talks).
And I'm watching my family suffer from his wrath.

:iconfoxgrrplz: 

Not gonna lie.
I know you're supposed to respect your elders, even more so when they are family, but....
I kinda sorta really really really want to punch my grandpa in the face.

:iconfoxplottingplz: 

So....

Pardon my lack of effort for art.
My energy is being focused very much elsewhere, and I can't draw when I'm angry, stressed, anxious and hurt.

Pyong Cry 

Thank you for understanding.
I have no idea when I will be working on my art pieces.
I will do my best to pick them up again... dunno when though.
Probably very little at a time, if even that.

Hope you all are doing well.

:iconfoxsighplz: 
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So some may know that I've been on here kinda sorta maybe not really....
And I apologize for not having done much art lately.

I've hit a wall hardcore and I think this isn't just your basic "art block".

This is a whole entire new level of block.

This is.... art coma.

Chiyo wow Icon

Yeah, so honestly, I just have no motivation to draw other than a few very simple doodles.

No seriously.

I'm not certain if I'm just overly stressed or what.
And I'm exhausted too.
(Especially since we found out a serious health issue - no I'm not dying, I promise.
Although some days it feels like it....)

Anyway, please excuse my lack of art.

To make it a bit easier on myself pressure wise, I'm taking a serious hiatus on my art.

No I won't be getting rid of DeviantArt.
I'm just taking a vacation.

No I won't ignore you guys.
I'm taking a vacation with my art.

I have no idea when I will be uploading art again.

So yeah!
Thanks for reading, and sorry!
Ai Shindou (Shy and Cute Gesture) [V1] 
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How Shy Am I?

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[x] You don't like public speaking. 

[x] You find it hard to talk to strangers. 

[x] You don't like to look people in the eyes. 

[] You hate using public restrooms. 

[] You hate to go shopping alone. 

TOTAL: 3

[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.

[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say.

[x] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex. 

[x] You hate to be teased. 

[x] You hate answering the door. also the phone

TOTAL: 5

[x] You can't stand people watching you.  

[] One on one conversation makes you nervous.

[x] You don't like to ask people for help.

[] You hate to read out loud.

[] You don't like answering questions. 

TOTAL: 2


[] You dread ordering food at restaurants.

[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well. 

[] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say. 

[] You wish you were more outgoing. 

[x] You hate being in the center of any room 

TOTAL: 2


[x] You don't know how to react to compliments. 

[x] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people. 

[x] You blush easily.

[x] You spend a lot of time in your room. 

[x] You don't like talking about personal things with people you don't know very well.

TOTAL: 5

OVERALL TOTAL: 17

Looks like I'm a pretty shy person after all.  Ai Shindou (Shy and Cute Gesture) [V1] 
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I got tagged by :iconperlerpixie: ~PerlerPixie to complete these 100 Truths.  I've never had an opportunity to participate in one of these, so this is awesome!!  Thank you PerlerPixie!!


001. Real Name:
        Maren - that's my first real name.  The rest you don't need to know.  Lovely Shoujo (Spy) [V] 
002. Nickname(s):
        Too many to list, but my most common is Omega cuz I'm a gamer too!  Kirino Kousaka (Game Start) [V1] 
003. Zodiac Sign:
        Chinese is the snake, Zodiac is Sagittarius.  Don't judge me based on those.  France (Sneaky) [V2] 
004. Male or Female:
        FEMALE!!! Komari Kamikita (Smile) [V1] 
005. Nursery:
        ...uh, beg your pardon???  Huh? 
006. Primary School:
        I never actually truly completed college as a graphic designer, but I still claimz to be one cuz - SELF PROCLAIMED BOSS. Yato (Being fab) [V1] 
007. Secondary School:
        Nope.  Deal With It - Elsa (Icon) 
008. Hair Colour:
        Golden brown.  Not blonde.  Not dark brown.  I'm a true brunette.  Homura Hair Flip Icon .....sorry that was flashy Tomoyo Shy Icon 
009. Long or Short:
        LONG HAIR cuz otherwise people say I look like a guy.... :bademoticon: 
010. Loud or Quiet:
        Mostly quiet...? Mary Kozakura (Wondering) [V7] 
011. Sweats or Jeans:
        Sweats, unless I have to go out in public.  Then jeans. Kido Tsubomi (Hide Emotion Blush and Shy) [V7] 
012. Phone or Camera:
        Camera!!  No wait, phone!  No wait..... both?  Kawaii Shoujo (Question Mark) [V1] 
013. Health Freak:
        Yes.  Kinda.  Sorta.  Maybe.  Sometimes.  But yes.  onion dance 
014. Drink or Smoke:
        Nope.  Can't handle my alcohol Moe Moe Tokyo Plz and my asthma would never let me smoke.  Anything.  Ever.  England (Dead Face) [V5] 
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone:
        Yes....  DON'T TELL THEM PLEASE OHMAHGAH NOOO!!!  Chiyo Embarrassed Icon 
016. Political orientation:
        I have my stance and you have your's.  That's that. Lovely Shoujo (Full or Satisfied) [V4] 
017. Piercings:
        Just me ears.  I used to have a second piercing in both but that didn't turn out so well....  :bademoticon: 
018. Tattoos:
        No but I would get a small simple one if I could. Ai Shindou (Shy and Cute Gesture) [V1] 

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. Airplane:
        YUP. Masato Inohara (Dance) [V2] 
020. Car Accident:
        YUP. Masato Inohara-Muscle Dance 2 
021. Fist Fight:
        If you count sibling fights, then YUP. Masato Inohara (Dance 3) [V1]  Otherwise, no.... Fairy Tail - Happy 

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing:
        MY EARS!!!!  Shinka Embarrassed Icon IT HURT SO BAD but it's ok now.  Usagi Smiles Icon 
023. First Best Friend:
        My parent's dog named Autumn.  No seriously!  Chiyo Sway Icon 
024. First Instrument played:
        Piano.  Still play it too.  Austria (Piano in the Beach) [V4] 
025. First award:
        Blue ribbon in my school's art fair.  Still shocks me to this day.  onion head 'shock_' 
026. First Crush:
      Onodera Blushing Icon Oh, um, well, you see... Futaba Embarrassed Icon
027. First Language:
        Gibberish.  Hey, I was warming up for my English skillz!  Maki Pout Icon 
028. First Big Vacation:
        DisneyWorld. My reaction at the time ->  Happy Nala 

LASTS:
029. Last Person you talked to:
        My mom.  Yui (Very Happy Blush) [V1] 
030 Last Person You Texted:
        My favorite.  YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. Tohru hugs Kisa-chan [V1] 
031. Last Person You Watched:
        ...watched????  Mashiro Confused Icon   What am I a stalker now?!  Kirito Confused Icon 
032. Last Food You Ate:
        Crackers.... Mako Mankanshoku (Eating) [V1] 
032. Last Movie You Watched:
        Guardians of the Galaxy.  I Am Groot 
034. Last Song You listened to:
        V.A.S. by violetfire  Ika Musume (Sparkle Eyes) [V1] 
035. Last Thing You Bought:
        I can't remember....... 
036. Last Person You Hugged:
        My mom.  It was awkward too....Onion Icon 

FAVES:
037. Food:
        Do I have to pick just one?  Ika Musume (Tears) [V1] 
038. Drinks:
        Apple juice. Nico Drinks Icon 
039. Clothing:
        Anything big and comfy.  AKCat-Excited (Acchi kocchi) 
040. Book:
        Skellig by David Almond.  Kudryavka Noumi (Reads) [V1] 
041. Colour:
        Blue!  Happy 
043: Music:
        Dance, Chiptune, Electronic, Classical, Rock, Alternative.... Anything but country honestly.  Hatsune Miku-02 (Winks) 
044. Movie:
        Les Miserables.  Because yes.  Chihaya Singing Icon 
46. Subjects:
        ALL OF THEM!!! Meiko Honma Menma (Excited) [V1] 

IN THE PAST YEAR I... 
047. [] Kissed in the rain 
048. [] Celebrated Halloween. 
049. [X] Had Your Heart Broken  (must we mention this? Riko Depressed Icon )
050. [] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
051. [] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
052. [] Weapons 
053. [] Breath fire
054. [] Had an Abortion. 
055. [] Done something you've Regretted
056. [] Broke a Promise
057. [X] Kept a Secret  Manaka Mukaido (Happy) [V1] 
058. [X] Pretended To Be Happy Italy (Happy) [V1] 
059. [X] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life  bunneh icon8 
060. [] Pretended To Be Sick
061. [] Left The Country. 
062. [] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
063. [X] Cried Over The Silliest Thing (super embarassing but YES :bademoticon: )
064. [] Ran a Mile 
065. [] Went To the Beach 
066. [X] Stayed Single Hatsune Miku-13 (Wink and Heart) 

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating:
        Yui (Hungry) [V1] 
068. Drinking:
        Lifejuice (water)  Llama Emoji-09 (Drinking Tea) [V1] 
069. Getting Ready To:
        Start doodling!  Rikka Takanashi (On roll) [V1] 
070. Listening To:
        DISSSSSS  Dansu plz 
071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today:
        Take it easy as I'm still recovering from being sick.  I DON'T WANNA Endou-Bed Roll (Inazuma Eleven) 
072. Waiting For:
        ...this day to be OVER WITH so I can text my friiiieeeeeeeennnnddd... Yato (At your service) [V1] 

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids:
        Yes I would.  But the whole, you know, lovey dovey thing makes me nervous..... Artimist - Blush / Embarrassed / Shy / Stuttering
074. Want To Get Married:
        Would be nice.... Shouko-Blush (Baka to test) 
075. Careers in mind:
        So... many... choices.... Confused 

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL:
076. Lips or Eyes:
        Eyes!  Teletha Testarossa (Blush) [V1] 
077. Shorter or Taller:
        Does it matter really??  Miku Squee- Free icon 
078. Romantic or Spontaneous:
        I prefer spontaneous, but romantic is nice too....Shiori Shiomiya (Shy Blush) [V1] 
079. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms:
        Arms, but they have to prove it's not just muscle for show.  Ene (Wink) [V12] 
080. Sensitive or Loud:
        Hm.  A nice mixture of both, like they can be loud, but know when to be sensitive too. Momo Kisaragi-04 (Happy Blush) [V7] 
081. Hook-up Or Relationship:
        Relationship.  I can't do hook-ups. Kawaii Shoujo (Blushing) [V1] 
082. Troublemaker or Hesitant:
        Hesitant.  Because then they'll agree with me when I'm being hesitant. Haruka Nanami (Shy and Blush) [V2] 

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts:
        Yup.  Just this morning in fact.  Hatsune Miku-14 (Teehee) 
084. Ran Away From Home:
        Um... kinda.  But only for a few hours.  Usagi Blushing Icon 
085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense:
        Yes.  It was scary.... Asuna Hides Behind Kirito Icon 
086. Killed Somebody:
        No... but I could have. grinfaceplz 
087. Broken Someone's Heart:
        Yes, but for good reasons. Byakuya Togami (Serious Talk) [V1] 
088. Been Arrested:
        Does being wanted by the police count? Akari Akazaki (Smirk and Cries) [V1] 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself:
        No... or not often enough I suppose. Tomoyo Shy Icon 
091. Miracles:
        Yes. Lovely Shoujo (Nods) [V4] 
092. Love at First Sight:
        No - you may be extremely attracted to how they look, but no. Ene (Salutes) [V9] 
093. Heaven:
        YUP.  Neko Emoji-41 - (Kawaii Waving) [V3] 
094. Santa Claus:
        No.  Not anymore.  Llama Emoji-06 (Depress) [V1] 
096. Magic:
        NOPE.  Mirai Depressed Icon 

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now:
        Hm would be nice but I would be in the way, so I'm good.  Chiyo Shy Icon 
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life:
        I could be happier but for now I'm content.  Haruka Saigusa (Shy) [V3] 
099. Are You Happy With The Person You're With:
      Kudryavka Noumi (Depressed) [V2]   ...I'm single.  Riko Depressed Icon 
100. Post as 100 Truths and Tag five People:
        MMKAY.  HERE YOU GO. Chiyo Excited Icon 

        :iconkadvas:  :iconsamurainya86:  :iconcrazyghostle:  :iconhals93:  :icondbzhannah:

Hope you enjoyed reading as much as I did editing this for you all to enjoy!  Kokonose Haruka (Shy) [V2] 
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So I know I did leak to a few people that I was going to draw something for Valentine's Day.  And then Valentine's Day happened.  And I got super busy and distracted.  And now Valentine's Day is gone.  And now I'm super sickly, and getting worse.  I hope to be drawing this soon.  But my hands are so shakey right now, it's hard to even hold a glass of water steady.  Stupid fevers....

This update is just to let you know that yes, I will be drawing it - no, I haven't started - yes, I know what I will be drawing - and no, I did not forget or blow off the Valentine drawing.  I just have bad juju right now....  Now if you'll excuse you, I seriously gotta go lay down.
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